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| Wednesday, October 04, 2006 |
| 10.4.6 |
Well, Gary is having his test as I am typing this. I surely pray that this mass is not cancer. It is so weird how it just came up. They keep doing tests and all Gary wants is for them to get the darn thing out of him, he is worried, as he has a right to be. I guess knowing it is there really plays with his mind. It is painful as well. I so wanted to be there for him but it is such a burden to take me anywhere, what with the wheelchair and all. My mother and Tracy are with him though and they are good to him.
I am sure anxious over Gary. My insides are a mess. I was so upset this morning that I ate way too much food and now I am sick from my blood sugar going high. I ate a whole package of Ritz crackers, a ham sandwich, and a bowl of ice cream, and if I had some chips right now I would be eating them. That is how I deal with stress. That is one reason I am so big.
Later. God bless. Teressa. |
posted by Teressa @ 1:26 PM  |
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That's how I deal with stress too. Even tho the food is no good for us, that's our way of comforting ourselves. It's cheap, it tastes good, and it fills that hole in our minds causes by constant worry about things we have no control over. You have had nothing but constant worry, grief and stuff to deal with that you have no control over.I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time and I hope you get good news about Gary soon. I agree with you your mothers reaction to Max's death is a little strange. Can she afford all these changes and shopping she is doing? I guess all you can do is be there when she looks around and sees what she has done and begins to really go thru the grief process. I have you in my prayers and in my thoughts. Take care of yourself hon ((((((((((Teri)))))))) love Linda
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That's how I deal with stress too. Even tho the food is no good for us, that's our way of comforting ourselves. It's cheap, it tastes good, and it fills that hole in our minds causes by constant worry about things we have no control over. You have had nothing but constant worry, grief and stuff to deal with that you have no control over.I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time and I hope you get good news about Gary soon. I agree with you your mothers reaction to Max's death is a little strange. Can she afford all these changes and shopping she is doing? I guess all you can do is be there when she looks around and sees what she has done and begins to really go thru the grief process. I have you in my prayers and in my thoughts. Take care of yourself hon ((((((((((Teri)))))))) love Linda