| Tuesday, August 08, 2006 |
| 8.8.6. |
I wish that life was easy, yet I know it was never promised that way except in the beginning. I struggle with accepting that sinning is just a part of life. I don't want to sin. I know how I should think, act and live. I fail miserably. I will just continue to strive for it. Thank God that He loves me though I fail Him. He takes such good care of Gary, Clay and I. Miracles are performed in our lives regularly. Yes, we have a tragedy happening in our lives right now but I also know that death is a part of living. We start dying from the moment we are born. I just wish that Max did not have to suffer like he is. I am OK, thank you to my friends who send warm thoughts. I am sort of distanced from what is happening. I don't have to watch him die like my mom and sister are. They are the ones that I feel for in terms of mourning.
Later. God bless. Teressa. |
posted by Teressa @ 2:25 AM  |
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Teressa - thoughts and prayers to all through this difficult time.
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I echo both. Please continue to write, and get this out of your head. It'll help you feel better. That and your faith. Not like I'm one to talk, I'm just trying to help. : )
You're in my thoughts...
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I'm glad you posted. You must feel like you are in a holding pattern of some sort, with Max as sick as he is. He is in the place that all you can do is pray for him, that he remains as pain-free as possible. My thoughts and prayers for your Momma and your sister, that they might continue to hold up for Max's sake. I can't even begin to understand what they are going thru. They will need you after, so you must gather your own strength. You can do it, Teri. You are the most kindest, loving and Christian person I know. Your faith will hold you up....Love and hugs, Linda
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Teri,
As weird as this may sound, there is a strange sort of peace & calm that comes over you when you are caring for a loved one that is dying. The patient goes thru a process & is at peace with it & so are the loved ones.
Of course it doesn't take away anything from the grieving, but it's reassuring to know they're not suffering anymore.
I'm writing this hoping it will help. If it didn't & I shouldn't have written it, please let me know.
That was just my experience when my dad & 2 aunts died of cancer.
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Hugs to you Teressa.