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| Thursday, March 30, 2006 |
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I have gained a new addiction and that just crashed. I hope they get BlogMad up again soon.
So how is everyone today? I had my appointment with the pdoc this morning. Things went well. She added Wellbutrin to the mix, even though it did absolutely nothing for me before. She seems to think that with the Lexapro I may get a different result. Who knows. I will try it at least. She didn't change the amount of Depakote, guess she thinks that is fine.
I took a nap today and had some more weird dreams. I remember part of the last one is all. It was about Gary's former employer and their family. We haven't seen them in over 7 years. Don't know why I would dream of them. I was at some kind of family dinner. Gary was suppose to meet me there and he never showed up. This little girl was pushing me around in my wheel chair and couldn't get me through a door so set me to the side and I fell asleep. I fell asleep in my dream, lmbo. Talk about being obcessed with sleep lately. I actually fell asleep in my chair in the living room first and then moved to the bedroom. While in the living room in my chair I guess I had some conversation with Clay and I was wringing my hands together. I don't know why, lol.
Tomorrow Clay leaves for Branson with the church. He is going to a nice hotel with an inside water park and they are going to go to Silver Dollar City. I don't know what else they are doing. Last year they stopped in Springfield one of the days and went to the Bass Pro shop. It is funny how nervous him leaving use to make me and now it is old hat. Oh, I still think the what ifs but not so much that I am having to dose myself with Xanax to deal with it.
Later. God bless. Teressa. |
posted by Teressa @ 6:35 PM  |
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Your son sounds like such a wonderful young man. You must be hugely proud of him.
If you ever stop taking the Welbutrin, make sure you do it gradually. My pdoc said I could quit it all at once & it was like coming off of heroin. Literally.
I was on BlogMad too when it crashed & I've been trying to get back on! Do you have BlogExplosion too? It's along the same line. (Just in case you didn't know about it)
~ take it easy
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i'm envious of clay. and that indoor water park.
i'm glad that you don't get all nervous when he goes on these trips. i'm sure he's going to have a wonderful time.
you fell asleep in your dream....lol
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It is addicting, isn't it. I just came in through Blog Mad!! : )
So, Wellbutrin and Lexapro. I've been on Wellburtin by itself and in combo with Zoloft. You know how it goes, it works for awhile and then you have to change eventually. Wellbutrin always seemed to give me more energy in the past. You and me with the Lexa-coma's girl!!! I can so understand dreaming about sleeping while sleeping!
Clay has gone on these trips before and has been just fine! I know you will still worry, but you know who is in charge and taking care of him and I don't mean down here.
Take care sweetie!!!
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Blog mad is quite addictive! I dont intend to get such high scores like babs, it would be impossible as there is no internet in my home, i just do it to visit a random blog, it brings people closer together.
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BlogMad is MORE that addictive!! I am WAY over 100 now. And its all babs fault.
You have a wonderful son. W
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Gosh, your template is GORGEOUS!!!
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Oh no!!! Didn't mean to get you thinking heavy there!!
Ya, it is hard to feel anything else when you are suicidal. So, so hard. I guess that's the one "positive" thing that came out of his death, is I did feel and see the pain left behind, his friends, his family. And I know I could never cause my father such pain. I made that promise all those years ago that I would never put my dad through that pain and I have kept it. Anyway...more heavy thoughts!! Everyday is a gift! It's hard to remember that sometimes.
Take care!
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Yep I'm a BM addict too. Congrats on making Blog of the day (2 Apr 2006) on the BlogMad home page.
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I'm with Lisa I'd love to go to an indoor water park. I don't care what I look like or what anybody thinks, I love the water and I'll go swimming if I can find any to swim in. Clay will have a blast, and just think, he's a year older from when he went last time, so maybe just a little less worry for you...(who am I fooling? I worry everyday when I know Amanda is driving around delivering her packages). I worry about the baby. I worry about....oh well, time for me to hit the Xanax bottle too. I like the way it wipes your mind so no thoughts bother you...hugz, Linda
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Your son sounds like such a wonderful young man. You must be hugely proud of him.
If you ever stop taking the Welbutrin, make sure you do it gradually. My pdoc said I could quit it all at once & it was like coming off of heroin. Literally.
I was on BlogMad too when it crashed & I've been trying to get back on! Do you have BlogExplosion too? It's along the same line. (Just in case you didn't know about it)
~ take it easy