| Thursday, March 16, 2006 |
| OK Lisa wanted me to do this, so here goes... |
101 Things about me.
1. I am a Christian.
2. I use to be skinny.
3. Now I am fat.
4. Was always very shy growing up.
5. Now I am usually outspoken.
6. I have Bipolar Disorder.
7. I have been married 4 times.
8. I only had 3 husbands.
9. I was married to 2 horrible abusers.
10. I am now married to a caring man.
11. I broke the cycle.
12. I have one child.
13. That child is a son, 13 years old.
14. I was told I would never carry a baby to term.
15. I had many miscarriages.
16. I gave birth to a 10 lb. 15 oz. baby.
17. I have blue eyes.
18. I love and firmly believe in Jesus as the Son of God.
19. I am not perfect.
20. I have lived in 5 states.
21. I went to 17 different schools growing up.
22. I quit school with only 4 weeks to go.
23. I got my GED in 1995.
24. I have some college.
25. I am disabled.
26. I have toxic poisoning.
27. I have been homeless.
28. I don't think I am going to make it to 101.
29. I take 18 pills a day for various ailments.
30. I have had tuberculosis.
31. I am the oldest of 9 children, maybe more.
32. I don't like who I am now.
33. I miss my life.
34. I am not an animal person like most of you, but I love cats.
35. I have owned 6 animals in my life.
36. Their names were Sugar, Spiderbite, Bear, Polecat, Totempole, and Makita.
37. I almost died from fire ant bites.
38. I have attempted suicide.
39. I am not suicidal now.
40. I am a self-injurer but have not done any acts in a long time.
41. I fantasize about hurting myself.
42. I love my husband.
43. I love my son.
44. I do not like myself.
45. It took me 15 years of off again, on again therapy to finally have a break through.
46. I am still in therapy.
47. I am afraid to lose my therapist.
48. I don't know why.
49. I am struggling here.
50. It is only half way.
51. I am a perfectionist.
52. I like to be in control.
53. I have a temper.
54. I need to learn to control my anger better.
55. I lash out at Clay when I shouldn't.
56. I worry too much.
57. I am getting better though at letting go and letting God.
58. My house is a disaster.
59. I fear eviction because of the apartment being so dirty.
60. I can't get my husband or son to understand the need for cleanliness.
61. I miss my old manic highs.
62. I am a scorpio.
63. I was born on halloween.
64. I will be 43 this year.
65. I sleep on my side.
66. I talk in my sleep.
67. I use to walk in my sleep.
68. I think I still do due to current events in our home.
69. This is an odd number.
70. I have an odd sense of humor.
71. My favorite color is shades of green now, it changes.
72. My favorite food is bean soup and corn bread.
73. My favorite TV is reality.
74. My favorite reading is thrillers or true crime.
75. I also like mysteries.
76. I hate romance books.
77. When I was young all I read was romance.
78. I had the romance knocked out of me.
79. I despise lies.
80. I would love to feed the hungry.
81. I would love to run a homeless shelter.
82. If I ever win the lottery big time that is exactly what I am going to do.
83. I am getting tired.
84. I prefer Coke.
85. I like chocolate cake.
86. However my mom makes a killer coconut cake that is to die for.
87. I miss my mom and dad.
88. I miss Arizona.
89. My mom and dad are not in Arizona, lol.
90. I am almost there.
91. My finger nails grow too long.
92. My best features are my eyes and nails.
93. I haven't taken care of my nails in a couple months because of depression.
94. I smoke and have lung disease.
95. Yeah, I know, I am also dense.
96. I love seafood, all but lobster and octopus.
97. I don't like escargot, yuck, tasted like hazelnuts.
98. I am 5' 8".
99. I use to be 5' 9 and 3/4 ".
100. I love amusement park rides.
101. I love the water. |
posted by Teressa @ 10:42 PM  |
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| 7 Comments: |
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Wow you are a whole lot braver than I am. I have tried and tried to do this list and haven't made it yet. My hat is off to you. Hope you are feeling pretty good today.
Happy St. Patrick's Day!
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That must of been tough, i might do one of them things soon, i meant to do one ages ago.
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If I can concentrate enough to pick 100 things about me out of my brain, I will post this list also. I hope I can be as brave as the rest of you in posting what I pick out. Teressa you, Lisa, Tiny are very brave, and so is anyone else who has posted this list. I think I'll get started..PS so glad you have posted. I have missed your posts even tho I know why you havn't done them....I see your comments here and there, and now this list leads me to believe you are on the downslope, having climbed the hill of recovery and making it over the top. Love&hugz, Happy St. Patrick's Day....Linda
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see there, i knew you could do it. :)
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Wow, ya'll impress me so much with these!! I started on one once and gave up somewhere between number 15 and 20!!!
Hope you are feeling well, physically and mentally!
Take care!
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So many of your comments remind me exactly of one of my closest friends. I love chocolate cake too; I could eat it 3 times a day!
Hey, you made it to 101!! lol
I enjoyed reading this & learning little tidbits about you. Okay, a lotta little tidbits about you. ;)
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#102...I [you] DID IT!!
well done chookbum ;))
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Wow you are a whole lot braver than I am. I have tried and tried to do this list and haven't made it yet. My hat is off to you. Hope you are feeling pretty good today.
Happy St. Patrick's Day!